BAD LUCK & STUPID day

Today quite busy....and stupid. this morning i went out v my bro's gf. we went to kl area. we took a lot of photo around there. we spend almost 2 hours to took all the photo. haha. haha.
Around 5 pm, i went out again. hehe. i went out v my sis bcoz she gonna buy something...so we went to jusco (nearest "shopping centre"). my sis bought christmas card...and then she jz wrote her wishes to her frens at food court....cause she jz like to send it out the card today.
At that time i was nothing to do. i jz hanging around. At 1st i saw hui theng and her bf...we jz have a short talk. cause i dun hope i was a spotlight. haha. haha. then i jz went to outside and have a seat. haha. i sat nearby starbucks. i jz like starring on something...but actually i oso wat i looking at. then suddenly got 1 gang of ppl pass by in front of me and ask me is it fine and else....in my mind...jz such a stupid things. i jz leave there cause i dun like....then i went to popular....bcoz of i really nth to do...so i jz read comic at there...."doraemon"...haha. already long time didnt read it. suddenly got 1 ppl and said u like to read comic ya? wah...y today like many weird ppl at jusco....haiz. then i jz leave there....went to cinema....but i didnt stay at there for a while...cause i saw my old fren...but i jz dun like to talk at that time so i jz leave... hope he didnt see me. haha. i have no place to go....then i jz decide i go car park "lepak". haha. such a weird idea....haha. at that time i met hui theng again...she gave me movie ticket... "the princess and the frog"...bcoz she was rushing...so jz gave me and watch...hehe. finally...my sis and i jz went to watch movie. haha. the movie ok...u can go and watch...hehe.
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good luck everyone...
p/s:photo will upload soon...^^

christmas....

christmas are coming...at the beginning, my sis and i are planning go to singapore to "celebrate" christmas day... but now... i think we wont go there for the big day already. bcoz of some problems.... actually i'm the only one that got problem. haha. i'm the problem maker... dun blame me pls. hehe. and...1 more news... if i not mistaken, pavilion have some celebration for christmas. hehe. everyday 8pm, pavilion will put the snow at the entrance... i hope i'll be there soon. hope to see u all at there. hehe.
merry christmas......haha.

WTH...><

these few days i keep cannot sleep...that make me almost crazy.... i wan to sleep but my mind keep think something stupid....make me cannot sleep... everyday 1 am jz sleep....5 am wake up.... 7 am sleep back...11 something jz wake up. haha. i know the time i finally wake up is late... but when awake and cant sleep back at that time, it so suffer.... i hope tonight i can sleep tight...haha. and with a sweet dream are better. haha. bcoz tomorow i have tuition at 8.30am til 3pm ah....how pity am i.... my dearest fren, connie birthday are coming...hmmm...dunno wan how to celebrate her birthday... aiyo...headache oh to think about tat....

back....

holiday is coming soon....but not feel happy....i have no idea....y i din feel happy....all the things i got is sad....there is something happen on me...that i really dun like it to happened on me... it make me feel sad....something bad....do you have any ideas to make me feel better? my exam is over...and i gonna start to find a job and work...i wan find a job so that i can earn a lot of money....actually i hope my time are full...i hope i busy at all the time....hope... i dun wish tat i got time to shopping....no...no more....

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NO TITLE!!!!

lont time didn't post. actually i got a lot want to post. just i lazy and busy...
today...i felt sad....moody... i also dunno wat happened. jz like so sad....this morning, when i wake up, there are fully with sadness. so moody...
CRY from Rihanna:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
dunno wat was rihanna feel when chris brown beat...sad? hurt? dunno wat was her feel...
this song not really can explain how i feel now. just like this. and show to u all. i try to make myself happy. yea...it's quite hard. hope i jz never wake up... i have no idea wat should i do now... sleep? do revision? or jz dreaming...?? i like to watch movie that funny de...but...so hard...i jz hope i can happy. yea...i know i can. cause time still pass even i feel sad...
love u all...
fang.

PREVIEW POSTs....

21 of September 2009,
today i went my malay classmate's house with my friends because of Hari Raya. hehe. My malay classmate name Rizuan. that wat his grandmother cook for us. haha. nice and delicious. i like it. haha. i was shocked that his grandmother is a chinese. haha.we speak cantonese and mandarin with his grandmother. His grandmother was so nice and funny...haha. Anyway, thanks for the meal. It's nice. hehe



22 of September 2009,
I went genting with my friends. We're supposed to overnight at there, but...all the rooms were fully booking. So we went 1 day trip. That's nice oso. haha. Around 11.30, we reach genting. there so cold. happy. The 1st thing we do were buy the outdoor ticket. There were so many ppl queue up at the 1st world there. We bought ticket at the counter tat beside the entrance of outdoor (downstairs of 1st world...dunno how to show it clearly) there were no ppl queue up at all. HAHA. all the ppl bought at upstairs...hahaha. Then we jz play play...play the cockscrew really....pening after that....haha. and more....i think we're played all the things that we should play. haha. here some photo tat i captured when queue-ing...haha

"memorable ticket". haha
this was hui theng and me....
captured in the "train". haha
nice....but pening. haha.
captured when queue-ing....



this.....i will never try to put me up there.....haha.

i hate it.

I hate it i HAte it...i'm so stress and so mad when i heard that. So, pls dun try to do it anymore. i will become so sad after u said it to me. i dun care. that's me. i dunno wat kind of future i will get. i tried my best. and i will try my best for my future. but dun try to push me...it will make it become worst. i will do the things that i suppose to do. i know i'm lazy...somemore stupid....everytime u said it, my mood will become bad...do u want this from me. ya, it works. So pls jz stop it. i dun like to heard it anymore. DON'T... dun even do this on me. pls. everytime u said that, i cried and moody. i have no way to say it out.... i dunno who should i find. i have no idea. really... i have no one that can share my things. open the contact list....who should i find? no... no one... speechless...

the end. suh fang.

birthday....

connie and me in the sing k room. ^^
thanks to connie...
today is my birthday. i went to sing k with connie. we're long time no see...hehe. funny. like to sing with her, because she will accompany me sing english song. after i finish school, around 1 something, i receive many message tat wish me happy birthday from my fren, my ex-colleague. I extremely happy tat my colleague even my supervisor also remember my birthday. i really so thanks to them. Thanks you all. Beside that, my bro's gf, Ai Xia, keep wish me happy birthday. She act damn funny. She sang a birthday song with the cute post. haha. really cute. Haha. I really so thanks to them that wish my birthday. thanks. i dunno what should i say to them, just thanks thanks... thanks to my sis oso, my second sister that at overseas. She send me a card that wrote something touch and wish me happy birthday. Kind of happy when receive her card. Besides that, my mum oso give me a present or...."birthday ang pau". haha. Mum, thanks a lot. i love you mum. I love u all everyone. Hope u all happy always, good luck always with you all. THANKS. THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS> LOve u ALL. ^_^

p.s.: picture that took by connie and me will be upload soon.

shopping is good. haha

yesterday was my 1st day of school holiday. that was something funny happened yesterday. i woke up at 6.15 am, my mind was telling me have to prepare for school. Then when i was want to take the toothbrush, i just realize tat no school in this week. After that, i calling my friends tat go shopping yesterday because they dun have study oso. So i call them and go times square. At there, we really bought a lot of clothes. I bought 1 short pants, 1 tube dress, 1 jacket and 1 bag that very cheap. I bought a bag in Bonita, there were having sale. So got discount for everything even is earing, bracelet, ring and bag also have discount. I bought the bag just need RM 25 only. I really shocked for that price. Normal price is Rm149.00, after discount is around Rm36. Then if u buy 1 more things the bag will become Rm25 only. is it so cheap....haha. I bought everything that i want already. but less 1 pair of shoes. I want to buy a high heels shoes at Vincci. but there no more sale. so normal price is Rm69. If there got sale, will discount 20% for that shoes. i still will buy the shoes with discount. but...it really so...dunno how to explain...just RM69 for a pair of shoes, i'll feel bad. haha. hope it can get any discount when i visit Vincci again. But i still happy for the things that i bought. Thanks god. ^^

yoga... zone....

my bro's gf...Ai Xia and me...waiting for go back...^^
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see her?!?!my bro's gf...pretty ya...right...^^
here is the club tat i learn yoga...
too lame....taking magazine's cover...
yoga zone....here is the place u rest...and so relax ya...

moody day

today din go school bcoz my class went for a trip and i din join it so no need go school. so i stay at home. The early morning i so moody already bcoz of something. At the afternoon, getting worst. I drove car went out to buy newspaper. After i bought it, the car cannot start. That so damn and bad. I called my dad bcoz of the car problem, my dad called me come back 1st. luckily i went the shop tat nearby my house, if not...i oso dunno how to go back. When reached house, i sweat a lot... hot til so like wan to faint... After tat, my mum said she wan go out although she is cleaning the house. She called me continue to clean it. oh my gosh....there is so messy... i dunno where should i start. so finally i jz sit at there and watched tv... when the time is showing advertisement, i just clean it. When i dunno how should i start, i will become a snail....and it will make me feel so annoying. Because i dunno how.... At that time i really so moody when i looked at the stuff...it is messy til i dun like to clean. dunno y my mum wan clean it loh. haiz...so bad....suffer....so hope the things will go back the place automatically... today really...so haiz....today i really din laugh more...the 1st time i din laugh in my life. haha. haha.

yoga....

this few days i went to Yoga v my brother's girlfriend. We both have no any basic foundation for yoga. so we attend the beginner class. Thursday is the 1st day we learn yoga. hmmm...i think after the third pose we did, we already sweat a lot. After the class, i went to the rest room and take bath. it so comfort when u bathing after u sweat a lot. i want i got a standard body figure.... and i hope i can get it before my birthday. Maybe i'll just stay at home when my birthday because no where to go. hmmm...and.. i think tat no one will going to celebrate my birthday. my birthday doesn't have any meaning for me lah....just i put the deadline for me to decrease my weight. i hope i can reach my target before the deadline. i'm the lazy person, so if u wan me just do exercise at home by myself, i wouldn't do so. haha. tat's why i attend the yoga. next time i will try my best to upload some photo tat at the club. try my best. and friends....remember help me pray tat i can lost my weight before my birthday oh. hahahaha.... wait for the photo oh...haha. end.

A moment...

today i went to pasar malam and just want to buy my favorite drinks. I saw an old friend tat i lost his contact a long time ago. We both at the same stall and wait for the drinks. We just say "hi". At the moment, i feel like i dun wan to stay at here anymore bcoz i feel so shy to see him. i not dare to look at him face, i act like so "abnormal". Just hope i can get the drinks as fast as possible. Actually i so hope i can get his contact number and being fren again. bcoz actually he is a good fren. He will try his best to help u when u got any problem. i know tis post are so lame....just forgive my "lame". hehe.

roxy ya...

yeah....my sis bought me a roxy wallet. hehe. even the colour not really suitable to me, but i still like it. hehe. because she buy for me. whatever she buy i will so appreciate it and like it very much. My sis still owe me a bag. haha. i hope not pink colour again. hey sis. remember no more pink colour ya. haha. wish she read this post, haha. here is some picture that she take with the wallet.

knocks you down

today i chat with my sister. she recommend a hit song to me...."knocks you down" by keri hilson feat by kanye west and Ne-yo. She said this song quite hit at New zealand. I listened it...not bad oh. you can go listen it. And my sis tell me a stupid thing. haha. Her friend boring til play alone. He play "scissors, rocks, cloth" with his both hand. When lose, he punish himself drink beers. When my sis tell me, i really feel that so stupid, and so funny. haha. got people boring til like this. haha. maybe 1 day i also will like this...boring til like this. haha. Besides that, my sis said she already bought a roxy wallet for me. i asked her to show me, she don't want. Is it a secret? ==!!!. lame. haha.

parties...

today i got 2 small party at the night. 1st party we at "tan cha house" that nearby leisure mall. We are very small party, we only have 4 persons attend the party. hehe. because the others are busy-ing... At the night, we are celebrate birthday for someone... Hui Theng, Happy birthday ya...hehe... We went to there and eat and cut cake without sing birthday song. hehe. Because the birthday girl is rush time. actually she want to faster go meet her boyfriend. we have go to leisure mall and walk walk...and i got see a clothes and i tried it...but didn't buy... because the clothes is last piece and it already dirty...T.T After fetch the other 2 persons home, my friends and i went to 2nd party that at sungai long Station 1. There is having form 5 gathering... We take a lot of photo at there... We just non-stop... just we keep taking photo at there....we are the most noisy at there...happy ya...^^

2nd party...
piece ya...^^
we're the chit-chat group when form5...
my ex-classmates....
4 brothers & 4 sisters....^^


1st party....
we're trying the clothes that i like...
is the memo board....i think so. haha
birthday girl cutting the cake...hehe
wishing wishing wishing.....
i took this photo...nice is it...hehe

Damn timetable

Start from next monday, our timetable will change. We have to study from 7.30 til 3.20 ah... Worst than college. Why make it so long time at school. It so bored. But friday we study til 12.30 only. I have to say form 6 life worst than college life. Haiz... If didnt change the timetable, i still can go back home and sleep after school. But now... No more:'(... It really feel so bad...

Ah....holidays finished....i start school already. ok lah....still can handle it for now.... need to do some presantation and homeworks... And i just knew, after we get a new timetable, we have to study til 3.30pm...my god... our school principal like to improve our standard to college standard.... i heard that we going to have tutorial and don't know what else in the new timetable....lol...but luckily, our school got Wi-fi...we can bring the laptop go to school if you want. but also cannot do homework by computer...=_=!!! i have to stop here...gonna sleep early for tomorrow school....nite...everyone...^^

touching moment...

Tonight i met my sister when online. She stay at New Zealand for now. Haha. Extremely happy when i saw her online. Feel wan cry when talking with her. long time didnt hear her voice. i feel i got a lot want talk with her. but just dunno why will forget what i want to talk v her. i using Skype to talk with her, but her line was so unstable. So bad. sometimes cant really hear her voice clearly. but that's enough for me. Because i really so miss her. She just like my best friend in my life. At house, she can be everyone's audience even is my cool cool brother. She always be my audience too. Sometimes, when i'm not happy i will tell her. She always will give me a hug when i cry. It feel so warm. She is the one i respect and i love. I think nobody can replace her in my life even my future husband. God, don't even take her away from me.

tired and bored

today i went out shopping again with my friends. This time we go KL, times square, but actually we almost shopping at Sungei wang at all the time. Today i didnt buy anything. Just buy a pair of shoes because the shoes i wear to shopping make my foot damn pain. So i have to buy a shoes and change it. When change the shoes, i felt so comfort at all. I didnt buy any clothes at there. So i feel boring. Because i feel no mood to buy clothes. After that, i felt gastric is coming to me. ya...gastric is happen on me. pain... damn pain. gosh... who can help me...

form 6 terrible?

i study form 6 now. I jz start it when May. Some people said form 6 is so hard to get good result and cannot "play play" for form 6. have to take it seriously. Form 6 make me feel so stress. because i really feel it quite hard. i never so scare before. i was not so confident to get good result in Form 6. I start find the tuition center to "help" me. Last time, i just tuition my weakness subject. This time, i almost tuition all the subject i got such as economy, account, pengajian am, math S. The only 1 subject i didn't find for tuition is MUET (malaysia university englist test) because that is all english. i think i can handle it (i hope so). Math S is one of the subject i most scare. Actually math s and add math is relative. Just math s more advance (i think so). it still got one and half year i need to study. i hope i can handle it. ( just hope)

last shopping day

yesterday i went out shopping with my dear friends. At the beginning, i never think that i will buy any stuff, any clothes at Cheras Selatan Jusco. Because i feel Jusco not more stuff that i like. But, finally i bought some stuff at there. Guess what i bought. I bought a cloth in SEED, a bag in CREATIVE. Actually i still wan buy a high heel shoes in VINCCI, but tat was so mature when i wear it. I'm a weird person. When i buy any clothes or bag, i never consider, if i like it i will buy it back home. For shoes, i will consider a lot of things such as "am i need it", "am i always wear it", is it worth". I will think a lot of things when i choose a shoes. That's why i seldom buy shoes. Back to the topic, i was like the high heels shoes very much, but finally didn't buy it. Because i seldom to wear high heels shoes. And i know i will seldom go out shopping anymore because i will busy study after this school holidays.