christmas....

christmas are coming...at the beginning, my sis and i are planning go to singapore to "celebrate" christmas day... but now... i think we wont go there for the big day already. bcoz of some problems.... actually i'm the only one that got problem. haha. i'm the problem maker... dun blame me pls. hehe. and...1 more news... if i not mistaken, pavilion have some celebration for christmas. hehe. everyday 8pm, pavilion will put the snow at the entrance... i hope i'll be there soon. hope to see u all at there. hehe.
merry christmas......haha.

WTH...><

these few days i keep cannot sleep...that make me almost crazy.... i wan to sleep but my mind keep think something stupid....make me cannot sleep... everyday 1 am jz sleep....5 am wake up.... 7 am sleep back...11 something jz wake up. haha. i know the time i finally wake up is late... but when awake and cant sleep back at that time, it so suffer.... i hope tonight i can sleep tight...haha. and with a sweet dream are better. haha. bcoz tomorow i have tuition at 8.30am til 3pm ah....how pity am i.... my dearest fren, connie birthday are coming...hmmm...dunno wan how to celebrate her birthday... aiyo...headache oh to think about tat....

back....

holiday is coming soon....but not feel happy....i have no idea....y i din feel happy....all the things i got is sad....there is something happen on me...that i really dun like it to happened on me... it make me feel sad....something bad....do you have any ideas to make me feel better? my exam is over...and i gonna start to find a job and work...i wan find a job so that i can earn a lot of money....actually i hope my time are full...i hope i busy at all the time....hope... i dun wish tat i got time to shopping....no...no more....

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NO TITLE!!!!

lont time didn't post. actually i got a lot want to post. just i lazy and busy...
today...i felt sad....moody... i also dunno wat happened. jz like so sad....this morning, when i wake up, there are fully with sadness. so moody...
CRY from Rihanna:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
dunno wat was rihanna feel when chris brown beat...sad? hurt? dunno wat was her feel...
this song not really can explain how i feel now. just like this. and show to u all. i try to make myself happy. yea...it's quite hard. hope i jz never wake up... i have no idea wat should i do now... sleep? do revision? or jz dreaming...?? i like to watch movie that funny de...but...so hard...i jz hope i can happy. yea...i know i can. cause time still pass even i feel sad...
love u all...
fang.

PREVIEW POSTs....

21 of September 2009,
today i went my malay classmate's house with my friends because of Hari Raya. hehe. My malay classmate name Rizuan. that wat his grandmother cook for us. haha. nice and delicious. i like it. haha. i was shocked that his grandmother is a chinese. haha.we speak cantonese and mandarin with his grandmother. His grandmother was so nice and funny...haha. Anyway, thanks for the meal. It's nice. hehe



22 of September 2009,
I went genting with my friends. We're supposed to overnight at there, but...all the rooms were fully booking. So we went 1 day trip. That's nice oso. haha. Around 11.30, we reach genting. there so cold. happy. The 1st thing we do were buy the outdoor ticket. There were so many ppl queue up at the 1st world there. We bought ticket at the counter tat beside the entrance of outdoor (downstairs of 1st world...dunno how to show it clearly) there were no ppl queue up at all. HAHA. all the ppl bought at upstairs...hahaha. Then we jz play play...play the cockscrew really....pening after that....haha. and more....i think we're played all the things that we should play. haha. here some photo tat i captured when queue-ing...haha

"memorable ticket". haha
this was hui theng and me....
captured in the "train". haha
nice....but pening. haha.
captured when queue-ing....



this.....i will never try to put me up there.....haha.

i hate it.

I hate it i HAte it...i'm so stress and so mad when i heard that. So, pls dun try to do it anymore. i will become so sad after u said it to me. i dun care. that's me. i dunno wat kind of future i will get. i tried my best. and i will try my best for my future. but dun try to push me...it will make it become worst. i will do the things that i suppose to do. i know i'm lazy...somemore stupid....everytime u said it, my mood will become bad...do u want this from me. ya, it works. So pls jz stop it. i dun like to heard it anymore. DON'T... dun even do this on me. pls. everytime u said that, i cried and moody. i have no way to say it out.... i dunno who should i find. i have no idea. really... i have no one that can share my things. open the contact list....who should i find? no... no one... speechless...

the end. suh fang.

birthday....

connie and me in the sing k room. ^^
thanks to connie...
today is my birthday. i went to sing k with connie. we're long time no see...hehe. funny. like to sing with her, because she will accompany me sing english song. after i finish school, around 1 something, i receive many message tat wish me happy birthday from my fren, my ex-colleague. I extremely happy tat my colleague even my supervisor also remember my birthday. i really so thanks to them. Thanks you all. Beside that, my bro's gf, Ai Xia, keep wish me happy birthday. She act damn funny. She sang a birthday song with the cute post. haha. really cute. Haha. I really so thanks to them that wish my birthday. thanks. i dunno what should i say to them, just thanks thanks... thanks to my sis oso, my second sister that at overseas. She send me a card that wrote something touch and wish me happy birthday. Kind of happy when receive her card. Besides that, my mum oso give me a present or...."birthday ang pau". haha. Mum, thanks a lot. i love you mum. I love u all everyone. Hope u all happy always, good luck always with you all. THANKS. THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS> LOve u ALL. ^_^

p.s.: picture that took by connie and me will be upload soon.